Misi Sebelum 2012 !

untuk roommate tersayang :)

*sayang kew ? sayang lewww. HAHA :p 





comel tak ? comel takkkk ?! 
hahahaha.


okay since aku dah sweet bagai ni, cepat ajar aku costing.
mueheheh n___n




*abaikan je la muka yang dah double gemok tu. haihh -___-'' 

New.

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise.

you know, the feeling of being abandoned after making a silly mistake is really inevitable. i feel so small. compared to those who happened to have it all. and i am NOT referring to wealth or anything materialistic. and referring to those who actually have REAL friends and real relationship to begin with. the love, the support, the warmth, the comfort, the ups and downs. so many things that i am envious with. i don't have it much, i just have him to spill my guts out. I'm not saying that i regret it, it's just, sometimes, i really miss my girls. the juicy gossip flowing out like red ocean and the fun we had in the car, or even when we hit the malls. sometimes, i wish i could turn back the time and stay at that particular moment, forever.

but Allah loves me more than anything else. Allah took the people that i don't need in my life and replaced it with someone better. though i can't tell who she/he is, but i know deep down, i've always known that i've learn my lesson and now, no matter how shitty life can be, i know where to turn to. Allah knows me best. Allah defines me best. Allah loves me best. and i regret the fact that only now is the moment where i realize all that. i could take forever but hey, i didn't. 

and for that, alhamdulillah.   

  

Fake.

hell yeah.