one word -- blessed.

i am, indeed.

:)

i should be happy.

i lost another memory of you.

your boxer and t-shirt is safe.

untouched.

i've forgotten how to miss you.

i feel like i don't even know you, at some point. 

haha.

it seems like i don't even know myself.

i suppose that is a good thing.

it means that i really did let go, 

of things that has been holding me down.

i should be happy. 

cancelled the plan.

even if my dad weren't around,

I'd still cancel the plan.

i don't get it.

everyone seems to be fragile these days.

or..

was it just me?

deactivate the facebook drama.

keeping the silence in twitter -- 

attracts more slender and accusation of being desperate and everything.

what was i thinking ?

i was ...

forget it, 

because even if i tell you, 

you wouldn't get it.

 

because you weren't there for me.

i wasn't that interesting to begin with.