how i wish i could sing along to this song and
pretend that i am one of those independent woman.
am saying this because i know i am not.
still, i hold to that one person to help me through my ups and downs,
sad and laughter, everything i went through.
until i felt..
i've had enough.
i've hide many of
the other side of me.
i've held down to that person long enough,
until i lost my diploma years.
not that i regret it,
i am sorry for not being a better friend.
i chose to settle down with myself.
i chose to please one person rather than pleasing the whole crowd.
then i lost the whole crowd.
they don't care about me as much as i don't care about them.
but i know they have been talking.
as much as i seem not to care,
and as it hurts too bad,
subconsciously, i begun to
hurt the people around me.
it's a never ending cycle.
all i ever wanted is
to please the world
and lose myself.